Panic Market

Recently, the stock market is very panice.

Lehman Brothers becomes the History, Morgan Stanley will be the next one?

Even AIG is in dangerous as well. Whats next?

Everyone is panic!

I feel very upset whenever I review my client's portfolio.

I have told them to sell some shares, especially the mainland banking stocks, but they always told me to be positive!! But now, I am right that the banking industry is slumping

Today, HSI dropped 1300 points in the morning. I received one call from my client, she cried cos she told me that she should listen to me to sell some stocks before. now, she is very depressed and worried.

When I heard her voice, I felt very upset too. I feel helpless.

Then, in the afternoon, I made a margin call to my best client. I got a very good relationship with him. But just 2 days, he lost hugh amount of money.

I couldn;t help.

What can I do ?

I know it is not my fault, but at least it is my responsibility to try my very best to persuade them to sell the stocks or square off the futures positions.

I am so so so sad that I wanna cry.

I didn;t sleep well for this week, keep thinking about the stock market.

Anyway, this is a very very good experience for me to witness the slump of the stock market!

I have learnt a very good lesson now!

Loneliness is killing me!

Please leave me alone!!!!!

Single but Fabulous?Should be Fabulous but no single Anymore!

Well, today was typhoon signal 9, so lucky me that I didn't need to work plus it was friday means I got 3 holidays in a sudden....bomb!!!

So, what I did at home was nothing except looking back all my photos with the gals.

Looking back those single old days together, I just realized how fast time passed!

We laughted at single days, we even had a girl house "Dream House" , that was silly but sweet.

We even dreamed about what it could look like when we 8 girls are married and with family around.

Now, most of us have been meeting for more than 8 years or longer.

Life changes and we grew up.

We have our own career, our own way to move on.

they got their boyfriends. I am happy to see when their faces show me that they are actually in love and lucky that their boyfriends are around them.

I know you all girls enjoy your relationships, but can we all speak it out that "we are Fabulous and Sexy ever and forever!" ???

What should I do ?

15th August

Had drink with Fanki after work. Great nite that we talked everything.

Sent him a text when I was on my way home.

Then, i got a reply that he told me he was seeing a doctor.

Got a call when he finished doctor thing.

I asked him about the sickness and he even scared me that he may die one day.

I was so scared that I cried.

I felt really really bad when I heard that he was so worried about the sickness.

 I was so sorry and upset that I was not there with him.

As a girlfriend, I felt so useless that I did nothing for him.

He just told me he would be fine and nothing should worry about.

I really couldn't help!

Then, he changed the subject to work.

He told me his job hunting progress and I said nothing special for me.

Well, there was another thing.

He hasn;t decided which country that he would work for.

But, I know that he may not come back to Hong Kong within 2 years.

I couldn't help but wonder 2 years, how long is that 2 years!

16th August

Went to Lau Man;s home for movie gathering with Popo.

Well. 3 of us didn't have our boyfriends around..poor gals!

We talked and talked.

They just pop me a question, what do you want from my relationship now.

What do I want?

I  don't even have the answer in my mind.

The number 2 years is in my head again and again.

I am so afraid that time changes everything.

Time will change my feeling about him or his feeling about me.

At that moment, I really know I love him as I always do.

When I first met him, I knew I will be crazy about him as I do now.

But distance is a very terrible thing.

When I was weak, I really want him around me.

But that seems like an unattainable dream.

What should I do ?

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